I'm switching my major from Computer Arts: New Media, to Photography...
I am not a huge fan of Computer Arts... It's so simple that it's hard for me.
Designing a logo out of barely anything drives me crazy. It really is just not the major for me.
I seem to have the worst luck since i've moved here.
I lost my wallet= but got it back, nothing stolen
I got my debit card randomly cancelled= glitch at the bank
I got my debit card number stolen= still waiting for my new card
I got so sick that i had to go to the hospital= i am fine now
ect...

but it's ok.
I've been feeling far from inspired latley. These classes really drain you.
Sketching For Communications is hard just because i suck at sketching and cant go from image to sketching that easily. I just can't figuire out certain shapes.
Printmaking is a pain in the ass, my teacher is weird and doesn't really teach, he also is kinda creepy and always frustrated with us.
Concept, Process and Design is ok, i have trouble because everything has to be so simplistic and shit so it drives me nuts.
And then last but not least
Design Technology, i really can't complain to much about this class. other than me not being very good with illustrator, but i'm improving.

I get to go home for the first time this semester in a little over a week, for thanksgiving. I'm pretty excited about that. I am semi-homesick. I miss my friends more than anything.
And my dogs.

I also am just ready to get a break from this place. I mean the people are really nice, but it's like any place, if you are there too much you just get sick of it, and the people.

A lot of people arent coming back next semester. Hell alot of people didn't even make it through this semester. I guess they saw this school as a slack off school, which is the exact opposite of what it really is. They really want us to be the best we can. Which is nice and also kind of stressful.

but everything lately has been stressful.
It's because it takes me so long to become comfortable with a certain group of people and the group of friends i have here, i am only comfortable around a certain part. I used to be close to comfortable with everyone, until a lot of judging was done. I hate that. When people judge you, and point out everyone of your flaws. And the person here who is doing it is just like most of the other people who do it, arrogant and seems extreamly self-confident, but when they pull bullshit like that it is obvious that they arent confident at all, they have less self-esteem than the rest of us. And really see themself as no where near as good as anyone else hence why they point out others flaws.

or they are just assholes.

in this case i am not sure.

oh well.
i must begin my homework now or i will never finish.